My 20th birthday

Korean BBQ treat from my buddies

FINALLY i made it to age 20 on the 12th of May 2008. 20 years of my existence in this world has been a real blessing from god and also from my dearest family and friends. Duh, why am i saying as if i'm lucky still alive? I have to admit that in my 20 years of life i've grown a lot not without guidance and advices from my parents, the love and courage they've given to me perpetually, my dearest siblings who always stand by my side giving me a sense of comfort all this while and my buddies that respected me, cheer for me, cry with me and laugh with me to mould the person i am now today. I'd like to sincerely thank ya'll for trusting me and giving me hope to confidently face different situations and challenges i encountered from my birth to this contemporary moment. I love you all!!!

Courtesy from my buddies...

Friends Forever ...

p.s : I'd like to express my deepest heartfelt condolences to those victims perished in the devastating earthquake that ravaged Sichuan Province, China the same day of my birthday. I earnestly pray for those survivors trapped be rescued immediately despite they were runnning out of time. May those perished rest in peace and those wounded physically and emotionally be recovered soon. Peace.

Hello! Sem Break

Finals were finally over and semester break has finally commenced!!! Beginning of my 1st week of sem break was awesomely great! However, tired in a way i didn't get a single day to rest! Had lots of fun with splashing water and winding roads illuminated with candles marking my 20th birthday!!! So yeah, this was my schedule for the week!

Right after my final paper on the 6th of May,
7-10th of May -->P.Perhentian 3 days 2 nights trip
11th of May -->Attended Elken's beauty carnival. What the heck?
12th of May -->My 20th birthday
13-15th of May -->Cameron 3 days 2 nights trip

Siao!

P. Perhentian 3 days 2 nights trip

I was quite dissapointed initially when few of my classmates had rejected last minute to participate in this trip organized by Utar Traveller's Den. However, i hadn't missed out any fun without few of their existence. I should say this trip is a memorable one for me. Let the pics do the talking.

Gua tempurung, Cameron & Sg Klah Hot Spring trip

This trip was quite a spectacular one for me. It was my 1st time driving to Cameron Highlands. My driving skills were finally put to the test by conquering narrow and winding uphill and downhill roads. Apart from that, i have my buddies from foundation studies to join me in this trip that spiced up the fun even more. This was a real exhausting trip especially to the drivers wei hang and me but not forgetting we had an abundance of laughter and joy throughout our trip!

Here's something that laughed our lungs out that day. We played the 'spot the killer" game. Each round there will be only one killer, one healer and one policeman while the rest will be civilians depending on players per round. Whoever spotted the killer is the winner and will be rewarded a chance to declare a penalty to the killer. On the other hand, if the killer kills half the civilians including the healer and policeman, he/she is the winner and gets a chance to declare a penalty to whoever he/she desires. Here's a footage of my buddies getting their punishments. This is so hilarious!

The rock chant

Our punishment

I love cameron highlands!! @ 1am

This is to remind C1 of her habit

Wei hang crawling

My new roommate

Out of a sudden today, i had a new roommate. Apparently, mum has agreed to let this boy whose parents had gone overseas to look after him for a long period of 2 weeks. Initially i was like WTF? cuz mum didnt gave me prior notice before letting a stranger to share the same bed with me. It seems this boy is one of my sister's classmate, quite a decent boy from the outlook of his. Funny thing about this boy is that he speaks without deep considering on what he really wants to convey. Therefore, i rarely understand what he tried to tell me and i just ignore his message unheartedly. Sleeping is another issue to me ><. This boy bothers me with number of times of his sleep talking.

Mum had told me a little of his background that seems really hilarious! This boy's papa and mama couldn't refrained him from playing computer games at home and therefore decided to dump their precious boy here with me to self- discipline himself while they were on their vacation overseas. WTH? LOL!!! I bet this boy is gonna become worse here especially when he's with me. In fact another reason mum made this boy my roommate is to control me from going to bed too late when i was actually burning midnight oil to prepare for my final paper while slacking a bit into online and gaming. The same excuse i gave mum for nagging me, "Maa, you saw me playing games oni but you didnt see me studying nia, i really worked hard u know?" In fact, i really worked hard in downloading movies i've missed and some hardcore gaming.

Aihz, mum has gave me this responsibility and i'll better delegate it well. From now on, i'll sleep a possible of 2-3 hrs earlier than before, no gaming in front of him, study in front of him that'll hopefully make him follow and advice him to make him speak appropriately. Am i being a great brother? haha i really doubt so!

Happy 20th Birthday Isa!!!

Lovely?

All these years, i've been through a lot and one thing i'm most particular in is friendship. I've got humongous amount of friends and at the same time interacted with them a lot. Ironically, i couldn't be my true self where most of the time i behave in accordance to the people around me. Sad to say, people might be disgusted by the change of behavior in me which i've care less.

However, i'm fortunate to tell that i have a bunch of friends whom i really treasure a lot that always made my day whenever i approach them. Even though chances of us meeting each other are limited but no matter how hectic my life is having to make a fuss over many things, a hang out with them once in a while is best to find myself a peaceful mind and a great settement against many things. Why so? It's simply because they are the ones who knows me better than i know myself, cheer me up when i needed it the most, make me laugh no matter what they say or do, believe in me and will always stick by my side. In other words, i'm confident to say that they're my true friends.

Today, i'll like to make this a tribute to my true friend named Isabella whom i knew since high shcool. Thanks for your existence in my life, the memories we'd shared together and the crazy things we've done. Happy 20th birthday to you!!! You're older and a wiser person now haha!!! May god bless you with good health and wish you all the best!!!

p.s: Yunnz, dun fly wor...haha!!! Ahem! Btw, shall i make this your present?

All i could fcuk...

Warning!!! This post contains vulgarity. Please ignore it if you're some holy mankind.

Finally i could steal some time to blog a little before my final paper which i'm gonna sit for it on the 6th of May which is a fcuking 10 days from now. Damn it! it's been helluva month for me where i've reached my 'ultimate stress' revising for my finals which i've pledged to do so a month ago. I fking hate this kinda feeling where everyone has to set themselves to some high end serious study mode worrying for their finals.

Obviously i was in the same condition. Perhaps worst? This semester's finals is so damn ~suicidal, suicidal when i say it's Over~. Due to those fcuking low coursework marks i've successfully achieved!!! proud aint it? I had to soooooo fcuking work hard for my my finals because of that. Plus, lecturers have no mercy in setting our mid terms, marking our assignments and reports.

Apparently, during my study week i got this news from my coursemate whereby somebody has commited suicide jumping off the Alpha apartment at wangsa maju. Pity~ my deepest condolences to that guy. I had to admit this is guy must have gone 'kuku' to throw his life away just like that. We shouldn't let one failure ruin our life ahead, being optimistic yet i still wanna express myself a little here so bear with it >.>

Oh yeah! How well is your finals? Been questioned tonnes and tonnes of time and all i could say is ''Fcuk lor''. I think the other two papers i did averagely but Engineering Maths II is fcuking goodbye and see you again ^.^

All i could do now is fcuk pray hard that my result wouldn't turn out a nightmare unleashing the paranoia inside me that could drive me craze-h. You know? the feeling is like i'm paranoid lookin' over my back ; it's like a whirlwind inside of my head; it's like i can't stop what i'm hearing within it's like a face inside is right Beneath my SKIN~~!


p.s: The above post is not actually how i really think and feel about my possible failure this time. It's just some crappy self expression to bring in some attention haha! Seriously, I had to be optimistic now and persevere to not regret in my future. So whatever challenges that comes, i'll take it positively with much courage not without putting in extra effort. Good luck to me~!