A moment of silence...

I'm so sick of my pathetic life right now. I need time to revitalize myself physically, mentally, emotionally whatever you name it. Currently, i couldn't comply to certain things happening around me. As if i'm having to lost my purpose in life. My confidence level is dreadfully low right now and it's certain that i'm lack of motivation and courage to stand out for myself. At times, i do felt like i'm a jerk and insisted in being left alone.

To worsen my condition, both my ankles are likely to show symptoms of ligamentous laxity(loose ligaments/joints)whereby i easily sprain my ankle several times when i set foot on objects which made my stand imbalance. I shall consult a specialist soon and hopefully the condition is not that bad as i think.

Well, currently now i'd better concentrate on my studies. Finals are commencing soon and with the time left, it's best for me to persevere while focusing on my test. Hopefully the cheerful part of me will be revived. May god bless me and thx to humans who had made an effort to care ^.^

Emo...Emo...Zzzz..Zzzz...

More Me?

What Teh Wey Yew Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

You name it...

Been way way way too many mid term tests, lab reports and assignments for the past few weeks which refrained me from blogging. Moreover, part of my housemates including me myself wasn't permitted by the other part of my housemates to share the internet service which has been finally provided. I guess there were some circumstances of human behavior which do not allow all of my housemates to compromise with each other. Weird humans....i can't do anything about that though.

Well, the past 2 weeks were horrendous i supposed. My daily routine has turned upside down whereby i ate and slept randomly while allocating time to do my revision for the coming mid term tests and some enticing moments of playing LAN games with my housemates and watching movies. In spite of my unsufficient sleeping hours, i went to Uni everyday being zombified and moody =.= . (To my Uni mates, sorry for behaving so 'not me' and please do not misintepret my feelings and it's certainly not because of her k? LOL!!!)

my messy territory.

Mid term tests were shockingly hard especially Engineering Maths 2. I think it's a miracle for me to pass. Imagine how bad i did on that paper ><''. I'm not sure about the others, but i found Engineering Maths 2 really hard to grasp. I pledged to work hard for that subject to at least get a grade 'C' in my finals. Hopefully that subject wouldn't be forwarded to my second year haha!!! God Bless Me...!!!

Besides studying and studying for our tests and rushing and rushing our reports, my group mates still managed to spend some quality time together. It was Yang Yang's birthday a.k.a our course representative and further known as our 'Dai Lou'. Happy 20th birthday to you dude!!! Best wishes to you!!!

!!! THE MAIN EVENT !!!

Yang^2

getting insane.

3/4 of MEG2

Recently, i've been really mad about some people. I've been constantly hearing insults from somebody being disrespectful to me and to one of my friend. To you know who you are, a joke once in a while is fine for me. BUT, a joke like that being repeatedly bombarded right in front of my face isn't something i can contemplate no more. Whatever you wanna say if i'm sensitive of what, remember i have my limits too, any further extend to it will be discourteous to you and i don't hope to use necessary actions to shut you down. I warned you!!!

Friend or foe?

It's funny how a friend can be wonderful today and the next day being devilish
It's funny how a friend can just leave you when you're down and anguished
It's funny how a friend never keep secrets but rather betray each other
It's funny how a friend become so jealous when you surpass them a little
It's funny how friends befriend each other by judging the outlook of a person
It's funny how friends that you're cool with never turn out as a true companion
It's funny how friends that took advantage on their peers have no sign of guilt
It's funny how 'friends forever' never seems to really last
It's funny how crazy and ironic friendship turns out to be
BUT the funniest part of all, is that none of this sounds funny to me



p.s I've lots of confusion about the friends around me. Are they the ones i had to contemplate? Perhaps i'm too emotional. How well do you define friendship?

Basketball, My Beloved!

So yeah, finally it's today. It's Utar sports club 3 on 3 challenge. I suppose this was the time to debut myself after almost a year of miserable life in UTAR. Having the thought that i'm all set for today's challenge, i supposed it wasn't hard getting to the semi finals. Ironically, things turn out quite unexpected. I woke up today finding myself in a sleepy mode, tired entirely. Anyhow, i still had to face my challengers. So yeh, i had 2 games with two different teams and was defeated just like that. I'm dissapointed not because we lost the game, but it's because i haven't gave my best shot. I'm like being zombified during the game. Lazy to run and to rebound. Mistakes of me were fairly obvious and that really makes me feel sucky.

Somehow, i'm glad Utar had finally organize such activity which is quite odd to happen. Best part is, Utar is soon to have a basketball team which is a dream come true after much anticipation. I ought to show what i'm capable of in my next appearance to possibly earn myself a place but first thing first i had to put more effort on my fitness to ensure a sensational form. May god bless me and hopefully things changes for me so i wouldn't have to live a miserable life in Utar ever again.

However i think a nap shall be my main priority at the moment. I'm terribly tired now after this morning's game but still making an effort to blog. Thank you bloggie for letting myself out :) Muackkkz!!!