A moment of silence...

I'm so sick of my pathetic life right now. I need time to revitalize myself physically, mentally, emotionally whatever you name it. Currently, i couldn't comply to certain things happening around me. As if i'm having to lost my purpose in life. My confidence level is dreadfully low right now and it's certain that i'm lack of motivation and courage to stand out for myself. At times, i do felt like i'm a jerk and insisted in being left alone.

To worsen my condition, both my ankles are likely to show symptoms of ligamentous laxity(loose ligaments/joints)whereby i easily sprain my ankle several times when i set foot on objects which made my stand imbalance. I shall consult a specialist soon and hopefully the condition is not that bad as i think.

Well, currently now i'd better concentrate on my studies. Finals are commencing soon and with the time left, it's best for me to persevere while focusing on my test. Hopefully the cheerful part of me will be revived. May god bless me and thx to humans who had made an effort to care ^.^

Emo...Emo...Zzzz..Zzzz...