All i could fcuk...

Warning!!! This post contains vulgarity. Please ignore it if you're some holy mankind.

Finally i could steal some time to blog a little before my final paper which i'm gonna sit for it on the 6th of May which is a fcuking 10 days from now. Damn it! it's been helluva month for me where i've reached my 'ultimate stress' revising for my finals which i've pledged to do so a month ago. I fking hate this kinda feeling where everyone has to set themselves to some high end serious study mode worrying for their finals.

Obviously i was in the same condition. Perhaps worst? This semester's finals is so damn ~suicidal, suicidal when i say it's Over~. Due to those fcuking low coursework marks i've successfully achieved!!! proud aint it? I had to soooooo fcuking work hard for my my finals because of that. Plus, lecturers have no mercy in setting our mid terms, marking our assignments and reports.

Apparently, during my study week i got this news from my coursemate whereby somebody has commited suicide jumping off the Alpha apartment at wangsa maju. Pity~ my deepest condolences to that guy. I had to admit this is guy must have gone 'kuku' to throw his life away just like that. We shouldn't let one failure ruin our life ahead, being optimistic yet i still wanna express myself a little here so bear with it >.>

Oh yeah! How well is your finals? Been questioned tonnes and tonnes of time and all i could say is ''Fcuk lor''. I think the other two papers i did averagely but Engineering Maths II is fcuking goodbye and see you again ^.^

All i could do now is fcuk pray hard that my result wouldn't turn out a nightmare unleashing the paranoia inside me that could drive me craze-h. You know? the feeling is like i'm paranoid lookin' over my back ; it's like a whirlwind inside of my head; it's like i can't stop what i'm hearing within it's like a face inside is right Beneath my SKIN~~!


p.s: The above post is not actually how i really think and feel about my possible failure this time. It's just some crappy self expression to bring in some attention haha! Seriously, I had to be optimistic now and persevere to not regret in my future. So whatever challenges that comes, i'll take it positively with much courage not without putting in extra effort. Good luck to me~!

Tagged !

Been tagged by Yue ying. Even though i think this is boring but i'll comply to the rules to hopefully 實現 my 美好的 願望 and 永遠得到大家的祝 福. Cheers. ^.^


游戏規則：被點到名字的要在自己的博客裏寫下自己的答案，然後去掉一個你最不喜 歡的問題再补上一個你的問題，仍然組成20個問題，傳給其他8個人，列出其 他8個需要回答問題的人的名字，還要到這8個人的博客裏留言通知對方----你被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝 福。這8個人要在自己的博客裏註明是從哪裏接到的，並且再傳給其他8個人，讓遊戲繼續下去，不得囘傳。被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福，並且所有美好的 願望都會在不久的將來實現。

1. 十分钟前，你在做什么?
= taking a bath

2. 最满意你身体的哪一部分？
= ass.

3. 认为自己哪一个优点最讨人欢喜？
= friendly.

4. 希望有个怎样的恋爱？
= sweet and naughty.

5. 你最想去哪个地方？
= New York.

6. 最受不了自己哪个缺点？
= emotional.

7. 如果有不开心的事情，你会怎么办？
= sleep.

8. 最害怕失去的东西？
= family and my besties.

9. 现在最想做的事？
= sleep.

10. 若遇見喜歡的人，你會怎樣做？
= stare at her until she vanished from my sight.

11. 说出点你名的人的3个优点。
= Yue ying: friendly, pretty, cheerful.

12. 你最希望你的另一半对你做的一件事？
= trust me on whatever i do.

13. 遇到不喜歡的人﹐你會怎樣拒絕?
= tell her you deserve someone better.

14. 你最讨厌怎样的人？
= hypocrites.

15. 你最难过的事情。
= been treated like rubbish.

16. 你觉得最美的事物是什么？
= bonding, love and unity.

17. 你认为遇到什么样的事情才会令你觉得人性很黑暗？
= anything to do with $$$.

18. 如果能让你实现一个愿望，会是什么?
= have my own franchise business. Specifically on eatery.

19. 至今，你最遗憾的是什么？
= not fit lor...

20. 觉得人生最重要的事情是什么？
= meaningul and happy.

My tag list:
1. Lou yao mel
2. Lou yao isa
3. Yiap Pin
4. Wan Xin
5. Pei Yee
6. Serene
7. Kelly
8. Karen

Good Luck !

The WAR Has Begun...

Finals is coming soon in 2 more weeks. Though most of the the subjects are so freaking alien to me, anyhow i still need to battle it through. Hopefully finals is not as crazy as my mid terms. Good luck to me myself and and to whoever is in the same situation as me.

In the meantime, no more blogging just studying...=.= See ya bloggie after this 2 sickening weeks ^.^


more updates comin'