I'm a ghost

My blog is dying just like pieces of me shattered and dispersed everywhere i don't know where to begin myself with.

Btw, to descibe myself recently...i'm becoming more or less a soul-less entity...living a life without passion and things are deteriorating gradually...i couldnt forsee myself but seing myself plunging into the unknown...what's there to fill in the empty bottle of mine?...till then...i need my soul back...!

Stupid Tag

1. 10 people to tag
[/]Melody Lee
[/]Yunn Hwa
[/]Serene
[/]Karen
[/]Joshua
[/]Ee Wen
[/]Cici
[/]Pei Yee
[/]Yue Ying
[/]Kelly


2. Six things I'm passionate about
[x] Man Utd
[x] Houston Rockets
[x] Marathon
[x] Gym
[x] Piano
[x] Love

3. Six things I say too often
[/]oh
[/]ic
[/]wtf?
[/]okok
[/]妈的
[/]wow

4. Six books I've read recently.
[x]nah!


5. Six songs I listen to again and again
[/]Shontelle-t shirt
[/]Secondhand Serenade-Fall for you
[/]Andain-Beautiful things
[/]Five for fighting-Superman
[/]Jay Chou-Dao xiang
[/]Mariah Carey-I stay in love

6. Six things I've learnt in the past
[x]Never give up trying
[x]Never lose faith
[x]Desire, Dream, Vision
[x]Trust noyone but yourself
[x]Marathon is the best sport for me
[x]I'm a contender
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1. The last person to tag you is?
Isaac Chua

2. What relationship of you with him/her?
my B

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
1. Man Utd fan as well
2. Like Jay songs as well
3. ham sap
4. genuine person
5. easy and comfortable to get along


4. The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you.
Countless

5. The most memorable words that he/she said to you.
Sex is good

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
hell no!

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
never thought about it

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?
why u keep asking? deng

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is....
impossible la!!!

10. The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
Tag him along for our next travel plan

11. The overall impression to he/her is..
A true friend, will never stop loving this friend

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
i never thought abt it...i'll just be myself

13. The character for you for yourself is?
unexpected, sensitive(i am seriously),always true abt my feelings,...the rest i'll leave it for u to decide if u do know me :P

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
sensitive

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
just be myself la

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them
i'll double the care for you in return

17. Ten people to tag:
[/]Melody Lee
[/]Yunn Hwa
[/]Serene
[/]Karen
[/]Joshua
[/]Ee Wen
[/]Cici
[/]Pei Yee
[/]Yue Ying
[/]Kelly

18. who is number 3 having relationship with?
not yet i think...but she never give up loving her one and only haha

19. Is number 2 a male or female?
female

20. If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
girls wor?how good can they be?

21. How about number 5 and number 8?
Er i'm really unsure

22. What is number 1 studying about?
Acca

23. When was the last you had a chat with them?
weeks ago

24. Is number 4 single?
i really don't know..i'm not 8 gua k?

25. Say something about number 2
My bestie, getting prettier now..but still needa slim down a bit

Room to Breathe

Finally, some moment to slack for a while. 1st week of my finals was done and i think i did averagely well, at least i know that i can score much better than last semester. I was terribly exhausted this entire week due to 2 papers of mind torturing maths. Numerics on wed and Engineering Maths 2 early morning the day after. Nevertheless, i did my revision well and i want to credit myself for that :P

Been starting to miss home now after a month away from home and i have so many plans awaiting me after my finals. Finals has kept me stranded in Setapak >< First thing, my buddy Ben is leaving to UK soon and i couldn't make it to his farewell which is terrible. Besides, my bestie Mel's birthday is coming very soon next week and yet i couldn't make it to her party. Damn ! i'm feeling guilty. I had to compensate them a.s.a.p. Hopefully they'll understand my condition here.

How i wish Finals could end real soon. At least my life is not that tensed up like now :( . 2 more tests remainding and i'll give my final boost for that. All the best to me especially and to all Utarians !

Btw, here's something i wanna share. Great Trance music by Dj tiesto whom i adored so much! Featuring Andain with her sexy and soothing vocals. Enjoy~

And another great mix by ATB *thumbs up*

" I'm Superkid " primary school camp 2008

Time flies~ It's almost week 14 and finals is approaching to my doorstep, yet i still have uncompleted assignments and reports tangling around like i do not seem to care. I've been quite busy engaging myself more on my studies trying to mend over my results which i have undoubtedly did bad last semester.

During this struggling semester, i still managed to find myself doing something interesting and benificial to me and to the society. Once again, i've allocated time to participate in a primary school camp themed 'I'm Superkid' held at SRJK Pei Hua, Seremban specially organized by a charity foundation named Shan Xin Association which i've been part of since last year. Just to elaborate more on our charity foundation. Shan Xin is a charity foundation without political and racial background that only aims to create a joyful society by means of helping those in need and also to spread love to anyone who accepts it as a gratitude. We'll have events yearly for instance visiting the orphanage, old folks home and not forgetting camps for primary school kids and secondary kids as well.

This year's camp was quite spectacular to me whereas i'm part of the organizing commitee. For the past many weeks, i've practically spent my time in regular meetings every weekends just to make this year's camp a success. All of our efforts have finally paid off on the 16th to 18th of August where we've made this camp a fullfilling one to the kids and to all the volunteers as well.

It's all about unconditional and genuine love and care for others that makes life a meaningful one...

Here are photos of the camp held on the 16th-18th of August 2008.

GAMES SESSION...





what the heck?

TOUCHING MOMENTS :'(

i've finally shed my tears after so many years

MEMORABLE MOMENTS

This kid brought me lots of trouble

little cutie pie

One thing why i like being part of this voluntary family is that we all share the same qualities. We like spreading love and in return like being loved and cherished. Honestly i felt like i have found a settlement here where i can understand myself better and to please myself with an abundance of joy where money has no value for it. This is what i've sought for all this while that makes me appreciate each and every moments of my life. I'm glad that i've found my destiny ^.^

If I can help somebody as I pass along,
if I can cheer somebody with a word or song,
if I can show somebody he's traveling wrong,
then my living will not be in vain.

Adidas King Of The Road 2008

Prepared to kick ass

Finally the day has arrived! It's the 2008 Adidas King Of The Road a yearly marathon event held at Shah Alam particularly this year which i've anticipated for long. I could tell this marathon is way harder than my previous marathon at Dataran Merdeka with its distant road and muscle killing gradient that constantly test your strength and determination. Honestly, there are moments that i felt like giving up but just to jaga my face a bit, i ought to finish the race as i've promised myself.

In the end, the result turned out quite satisfying to me. As this was my 1st time participating in huge events like this, i've not won anything fascinating. Seriously i've not expected high on myself due to lack of practices. Yet, i still managed to qualify in time to win a medal as a consolation prize -.- thats quite encouraging ^^

So here are photos of the day ,

Yeah medals...

Utar marathon gang

10km finishers

easy job ma..

The gang

Monkeys fooling around

The crowd

many hot girls around, you ppl should come

Marathon to me is one hell of a sport. It makes me crave for more as if it becomes a freedom outlet. I've learnt a couple of lessons though. The secret to be a winner in this game is the furthest one can drive himself once the effort gets painful. Besides, running is like a big question mark that exists to us each and every day. It asks you, 'Are you going to be a wimp or are you going to be strong today? I decide to be strong in each of my participation. Whatever the result i will leave it to god's will. Most importantly is what i've gain throughout my run which worth a million times!