Revived

It's been another year again since my last post. Heck, i didn't know i was that emotional back then. I guess deep inside me i've changed nevertheless it always for the betterment and i'm glad to be who i am now.

Just to update myself, I'm still stucked with this pathetic study life but i'm sure it's gonna end so soon before i ever knew. 1 more year and i'm gonna persevere! We'll see what the future lies ahead. Can't wait though. Patience...patience ^^

Bali Here I Come !

Leaving to Bali, Indonesia 2morrow. Shall be a great experience and wonderful vacation. Will be off for 9 days from the 19th to 28th. See you !

Paradise!

Depressed

Feeling emotional again...

Every time i browsed through my blog, different thoughts kept coming in wanting me to send out words expressing my complicated thoughts. So many things in me has changed when i look into the past and present. I used to be cheerful back then, and i am always passionate and determined in whatever i do. Most importantly whatever i did i did it without regrets and I'm always contented in whatever presented itself to me. However, now I'm seeing myself as another alter ego where I'm significantly different compared to my prior self. I lost my passion for a lot of things. I quit my favorite sport basketball for no reason. People around turned their back on me. Friendship seemed to be fragile these days, i hate to say that but that was what i truly felt. Now and then many things had overlapped itself, never a state of balance. Sooner or later i think my whole life will be sheer misery. Life has never been simple, I'm opted to do things where i can never make rightful decisions. Problems never came to a complete settlement. Above all, I'm beginning to hate myself for that!

For all those sadness and disappointments that i've brought, i'm truly sorry! I shall reconsider myself and i will change to be a better man in future.

I'm 21 now, life is at another turning point. I want a bright future and hence things has to alter itself to the most decent. I shall recover fast and make this point a stepping stone to whoever i foresee myself. God bless me.

Yiruma my fav pianist

Here's one guy with the looks, the charm and the skills that could enthrall anyone out there. He's a Korean if I'm not mistaken and a magnificent pianist for sure. Here's one song he played that i listen over and over again. I wonder why i never get bored with his music. Enjoy



And...

Here's a Yiruma wannabe haha...although there are lotsa imperfections but u know i tried >.0

I'm a ghost

My blog is dying just like pieces of me shattered and dispersed everywhere i don't know where to begin myself with.

Btw, to descibe myself recently...i'm becoming more or less a soul-less entity...living a life without passion and things are deteriorating gradually...i couldnt forsee myself but seing myself plunging into the unknown...what's there to fill in the empty bottle of mine?...till then...i need my soul back...!

Stupid Tag

1. 10 people to tag
[/]Melody Lee
[/]Yunn Hwa
[/]Serene
[/]Karen
[/]Joshua
[/]Ee Wen
[/]Cici
[/]Pei Yee
[/]Yue Ying
[/]Kelly


2. Six things I'm passionate about
[x] Man Utd
[x] Houston Rockets
[x] Marathon
[x] Gym
[x] Piano
[x] Love

3. Six things I say too often
[/]oh
[/]ic
[/]wtf?
[/]okok
[/]妈的
[/]wow

4. Six books I've read recently.
[x]nah!


5. Six songs I listen to again and again
[/]Shontelle-t shirt
[/]Secondhand Serenade-Fall for you
[/]Andain-Beautiful things
[/]Five for fighting-Superman
[/]Jay Chou-Dao xiang
[/]Mariah Carey-I stay in love

6. Six things I've learnt in the past
[x]Never give up trying
[x]Never lose faith
[x]Desire, Dream, Vision
[x]Trust noyone but yourself
[x]Marathon is the best sport for me
[x]I'm a contender
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1. The last person to tag you is?
Isaac Chua

2. What relationship of you with him/her?
my B

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
1. Man Utd fan as well
2. Like Jay songs as well
3. ham sap
4. genuine person
5. easy and comfortable to get along


4. The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you.
Countless

5. The most memorable words that he/she said to you.
Sex is good

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
hell no!

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
never thought about it

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?
why u keep asking? deng

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is....
impossible la!!!

10. The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
Tag him along for our next travel plan

11. The overall impression to he/her is..
A true friend, will never stop loving this friend

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
i never thought abt it...i'll just be myself

13. The character for you for yourself is?
unexpected, sensitive(i am seriously),always true abt my feelings,...the rest i'll leave it for u to decide if u do know me :P

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
sensitive

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
just be myself la

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them
i'll double the care for you in return

17. Ten people to tag:
[/]Melody Lee
[/]Yunn Hwa
[/]Serene
[/]Karen
[/]Joshua
[/]Ee Wen
[/]Cici
[/]Pei Yee
[/]Yue Ying
[/]Kelly

18. who is number 3 having relationship with?
not yet i think...but she never give up loving her one and only haha

19. Is number 2 a male or female?
female

20. If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
girls wor?how good can they be?

21. How about number 5 and number 8?
Er i'm really unsure

22. What is number 1 studying about?
Acca

23. When was the last you had a chat with them?
weeks ago

24. Is number 4 single?
i really don't know..i'm not 8 gua k?

25. Say something about number 2
My bestie, getting prettier now..but still needa slim down a bit

Room to Breathe

Finally, some moment to slack for a while. 1st week of my finals was done and i think i did averagely well, at least i know that i can score much better than last semester. I was terribly exhausted this entire week due to 2 papers of mind torturing maths. Numerics on wed and Engineering Maths 2 early morning the day after. Nevertheless, i did my revision well and i want to credit myself for that :P

Been starting to miss home now after a month away from home and i have so many plans awaiting me after my finals. Finals has kept me stranded in Setapak >< First thing, my buddy Ben is leaving to UK soon and i couldn't make it to his farewell which is terrible. Besides, my bestie Mel's birthday is coming very soon next week and yet i couldn't make it to her party. Damn ! i'm feeling guilty. I had to compensate them a.s.a.p. Hopefully they'll understand my condition here.

How i wish Finals could end real soon. At least my life is not that tensed up like now :( . 2 more tests remainding and i'll give my final boost for that. All the best to me especially and to all Utarians !

Btw, here's something i wanna share. Great Trance music by Dj tiesto whom i adored so much! Featuring Andain with her sexy and soothing vocals. Enjoy~

And another great mix by ATB *thumbs up*

" I'm Superkid " primary school camp 2008

Time flies~ It's almost week 14 and finals is approaching to my doorstep, yet i still have uncompleted assignments and reports tangling around like i do not seem to care. I've been quite busy engaging myself more on my studies trying to mend over my results which i have undoubtedly did bad last semester.

During this struggling semester, i still managed to find myself doing something interesting and benificial to me and to the society. Once again, i've allocated time to participate in a primary school camp themed 'I'm Superkid' held at SRJK Pei Hua, Seremban specially organized by a charity foundation named Shan Xin Association which i've been part of since last year. Just to elaborate more on our charity foundation. Shan Xin is a charity foundation without political and racial background that only aims to create a joyful society by means of helping those in need and also to spread love to anyone who accepts it as a gratitude. We'll have events yearly for instance visiting the orphanage, old folks home and not forgetting camps for primary school kids and secondary kids as well.

This year's camp was quite spectacular to me whereas i'm part of the organizing commitee. For the past many weeks, i've practically spent my time in regular meetings every weekends just to make this year's camp a success. All of our efforts have finally paid off on the 16th to 18th of August where we've made this camp a fullfilling one to the kids and to all the volunteers as well.

It's all about unconditional and genuine love and care for others that makes life a meaningful one...

Here are photos of the camp held on the 16th-18th of August 2008.

GAMES SESSION...





what the heck?

TOUCHING MOMENTS :'(

i've finally shed my tears after so many years

MEMORABLE MOMENTS

This kid brought me lots of trouble

little cutie pie

One thing why i like being part of this voluntary family is that we all share the same qualities. We like spreading love and in return like being loved and cherished. Honestly i felt like i have found a settlement here where i can understand myself better and to please myself with an abundance of joy where money has no value for it. This is what i've sought for all this while that makes me appreciate each and every moments of my life. I'm glad that i've found my destiny ^.^

If I can help somebody as I pass along,
if I can cheer somebody with a word or song,
if I can show somebody he's traveling wrong,
then my living will not be in vain.

Adidas King Of The Road 2008

Prepared to kick ass

Finally the day has arrived! It's the 2008 Adidas King Of The Road a yearly marathon event held at Shah Alam particularly this year which i've anticipated for long. I could tell this marathon is way harder than my previous marathon at Dataran Merdeka with its distant road and muscle killing gradient that constantly test your strength and determination. Honestly, there are moments that i felt like giving up but just to jaga my face a bit, i ought to finish the race as i've promised myself.

In the end, the result turned out quite satisfying to me. As this was my 1st time participating in huge events like this, i've not won anything fascinating. Seriously i've not expected high on myself due to lack of practices. Yet, i still managed to qualify in time to win a medal as a consolation prize -.- thats quite encouraging ^^

So here are photos of the day ,

Yeah medals...

Utar marathon gang

10km finishers

easy job ma..

The gang

Monkeys fooling around

The crowd

many hot girls around, you ppl should come

Marathon to me is one hell of a sport. It makes me crave for more as if it becomes a freedom outlet. I've learnt a couple of lessons though. The secret to be a winner in this game is the furthest one can drive himself once the effort gets painful. Besides, running is like a big question mark that exists to us each and every day. It asks you, 'Are you going to be a wimp or are you going to be strong today? I decide to be strong in each of my participation. Whatever the result i will leave it to god's will. Most importantly is what i've gain throughout my run which worth a million times!

My Passion, My Pride

All this while when i flash back to my high school years, it has just been a wonderful journey for me where i've found many interests that i just wouldn't believe on my capability and passion for them. My high school years has taught me an abundance of lessons on learning to take a big leap forward for whatever i sought for, being calm and determine for being able to outrun myself and to boost my self confidence in either ways. Most of it i learnt it from sports and i'm really grateful to be gifted with talents that came from my instincts to enable myself to distinguish myself.

Along my self discovery journey during my high school years, it has just been great for me to be given an opportunity to take part in altheletic events, most of it running. One which i found that suits me best is long runs. I wouldn't say i'm really good at it considering the toughness of this sport and by comparing other sports that i've undergone. Marathon is simply a versatile sport that requires soft skills like strong mental toughness, determination, perseverence and a small percentage of techniques for one to be fit for it. For that reason, i wouldn't stop running which i love most, not in a melancholy way running away from problems but in an optimistic and healthy way to build up stronger genes and to enhance my versatility.

Well, that's enough for my past.


On the 29th of June 2008 a typical Sunday, i've finally leaped out from my nerdy life in UTAR to smell some enthusiasm in marathon and also to loose some weight in the 2008 Olympic Day Run, an annual event sponsored by McDonalds. It's great to have my coursemates joining me in this event both with the same purpose to achive our goals.

the morning breeze at Dataran Merdeka.

Yay i'm the 1st to reach the finishing line!

Dare challenge us?

My fellow coursemates.







My popping 'guru' Joshua.

Half-naked Chao.

The end.

p.s: Running for me is like giving me life lessons. Always strive hard for whatever you do. Whatever the result is doesn't matter. What matters the most is what you've thought and learnt during the process that polishes you as you try to figure out your problems and that's what brings out the success in you.

My Next Marathon : ADIDAS KING OF THE ROAD. It's time to conquer roads. HOORAH!!!